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hello december :)

Wednesday, December 1, 2010 @ 4:31 PM | 1 Comments

December means so much to me :) haha . act ta pn . saja nk tuleh lgu tu . anyway , esok , birthday adik ak :) yg kecik skali tuu , naim a.k.a BABY ==' (gedik jaa baby) yg ke 6 thn . TAHNIAH -___- haha . anyway , may god bless you lah budak kecik perasan baby ! haha . walaupn hiang byk buad salah dgn ak baby , tkpe , ak takesa :) bak kata ling , ak an kaka mithali doe ! hahah :D:D ak halal kn lah duet ak yg hiang kata duet hianggg :) takesa sbb hiang comel . lgpn ak byk lagi duet . mama bg kadd ak rm50 , kt hiangg ? rm5 ja . ahahhaahah :D tapa , hiang budak kecik tabole pegang duet manyak2 ohhh ;p hadiah tapaya la :) hiangg byk paw ak kalo ak bwk p petronas -____- HAHA . 13 Dec nnt birthday abah pulok . mna ak nk kampoi duet nie wehhh . haha . plan nk beli tie . tp tiap2 thn ak bg tie kodd ==' adek hat num 2 tu lg syioq , suro beli ~~spenda~~ ==' tahu natang pa tu ? tatau bgus , kalo tau , DIAM ! haha . ad ke patut ? bodosos betoi . haha .

baby , happy birthday :)

*sorry the situation around has been like a hurricane as he played the guitar :D

smlm , i thought that 'our problem' dh settled . tp aleh2 tak pong . baek2 sbb 6 months' anni ka ? bek ta pyah :'( mmg ak expect dea lupa 30hb nie , tp dea ckp dea taa lupa , i was like , okayy , we're fine like usual . until this morning , he texted me , just a couple msgs . lps tu dea ckp na mndi , then senyap truih . tggu mcm na berjanggut ==' takan mndi smpai 2-3 jam kot . kalo dh tanak text jgn jnji la .

boring punya boring , ak decide na onl . abah onl dri pg main poker ==' errr . so i take place lah pulak . hmm . tgk dea online . dh about 1 hour ! saket hati gila doe . andd andd tgk status dea mcm gitu , mmg terasa gila lah . nseb bek dea dh logout . sengaja ak like je status dea tuh :3 and ak post something that might be hurting him . sorry . but i have to :( then tba2 dea text ,

Imy :) jap g kta msg er . Bie na kuar jap ngan mak . Tggu er

and anddd , i was like , IKUT SUKA . tamau mcj pn tkpa aihh . mcm nk send je , tuleh , tuleh dah . tp ak pkiaq blek , stg things could be worst ! so better ta reply . just wait . suro tggu an . okay . i'll wait .

and a friend of us bgtahu , dea sakit hati . la nie sakit hati sbb pa ? cant get it la sayang . bila suro story kunk ckp ;

lupakan je la , lupakan je la , lupakan je la -_____-

hmmm , balek2 bergado kn . ades . ak pn bosan tgk all the posts are about our "happy" moment =='

tp blog nie ak anggap mcm diary .

i'll write all the things that i think i could feel better after that . yes , mmg rasa lega lps tulis bnda nie . and mmg ak expect he would read my blog kn ? i knoww , i just want him to understand what i feel about the situation . mmg ak ta pernah phm perasaan dea like he had mentioned everytime we TALKED , gimme a chance to understand your wayy laa . nie tak , bila tnya , the word lupakan je la yang akan keluaq =='

*mcm mne nk tggu smpai 6 thn if 6 bulan pn mcm2 jadik ?

chow .

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